A random search on the Internet made me delightfully appalled.
I have never imagined I can have anything to do with Tsing Hua University except that I have been there for once two years ago. Jumping out of China's education system naturally detachs me from everything that would set a senior high school student excited. Even the most prestigious university in China seems so far away from me, physically and mentally. Tsing Hua used to be a dream so far-fetched. I can only be a visit to worship it; and being part of it is virtually holy.
Yet my footprint was left on Tsing Hua website: http://www.ziyuanv.cn/ That is merely amazing.
I have never expected my feeling towards a trip can be perpetuated in this way, remembered by the most prestigious tertiary institution that a high school student can dream of. I have never expected my memory of a school that touches me can be made immort osal.
It is a beautiful encounter.
An encounter that lets a dream burn again. I remembered my previous form teacher asked me,"where will you go if you cannot go to Singapore?"
I remembered my answer.
There are two answers: one blurted out between my lips, one etched in my heart.
My mouth said:"Tsing Hua."
My heart said:"Sure I can make it to Nan Hua."
There is not right or wrong. I have achieved what I used to aspire. That part is great. Yet I also realise the disparity between ambition and reality~
That part is even better...
24th April will be my first Speech Day, on which I will receive the credits for my hardwork in 2008 as well as yet another scholarship. The Day reminds me of my worth, yet the joy is not lasting. However, finding my name on Tsing Hua website really sends my mind reeling.
Is that where my real dream lies?
No matter what the answer may it be, I know the importance of focusing on my current dream: to fulfil a dream left behind by my seniors.
"Change we can believe in."
I will get there!!!For sure!!!
My footprint
http://ziyuanv.cn/ziyuan/f6/717.html
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_537ce79f0100bznr.html
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Starlight Tears
The white starlight wraps around my tears
My tears fall against the warm breeze
Can you feel it?
The quiet trembling for you.
I draw you on the white paper
Your warm smile envelopes me
Is this love?
I see you even when I close my eyes.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go
Because it's you.
I'm walking through our memories
Tears well up in my heart
What should I do?
I even long for you in my dreams.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go
Because it's you.
Look at me like the stars in the sky
Can't you be the one in my heart.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I won't let go
Because it's you.
My tears fall against the warm breeze
Can you feel it?
The quiet trembling for you.
I draw you on the white paper
Your warm smile envelopes me
Is this love?
I see you even when I close my eyes.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go
Because it's you.
I'm walking through our memories
Tears well up in my heart
What should I do?
I even long for you in my dreams.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go
Because it's you.
Look at me like the stars in the sky
Can't you be the one in my heart.
I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I won't let go
Because it's you.
A little Bit
Whenever I'm sad, I smell the fragrance of the flowers
I miss you, I touch your scent
Walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
I feel as though I could touch your breath
I know, that you don't know my feelings
I miss you.
I write a letter again, plucking a petal of my shy heart
I send it to you, I smile.
When it's hard, I smile.
Even though I'm alone, I'm happy.
Though I have to watch you from far away, far away.
And you don't walk towards me one step.
Do you know at least a little?
could you look at me just a little?
You flow in my heart quietly like a dream.
Suddenly, I want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart.
At the sound of your cheerful song,
My seemingly shy heart starts to thud.
Lest should you see me like this,
I hide again gently.
I smile, even though I'm lonely.
I smile. I've done okay so far by myself
Though I look at your back figure without a word,
without a word.
Though I want to hold your soft hands...
Do you know at least a little?
Could you look at me just a little?
You make memories in my heart like a star
Just a little, I want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep
This is probably destiny.
It's probably love.
Could you know, this heart of mine?
Do you know at least a little?
Could you look at me just a little?
You flow in my heart quietly like a dream,
Suddenly, I want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart
Just a little,
I miss you.
I miss you, I touch your scent
Walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
I feel as though I could touch your breath
I know, that you don't know my feelings
I miss you.
I write a letter again, plucking a petal of my shy heart
I send it to you, I smile.
When it's hard, I smile.
Even though I'm alone, I'm happy.
Though I have to watch you from far away, far away.
And you don't walk towards me one step.
Do you know at least a little?
could you look at me just a little?
You flow in my heart quietly like a dream.
Suddenly, I want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart.
At the sound of your cheerful song,
My seemingly shy heart starts to thud.
Lest should you see me like this,
I hide again gently.
I smile, even though I'm lonely.
I smile. I've done okay so far by myself
Though I look at your back figure without a word,
without a word.
Though I want to hold your soft hands...
Do you know at least a little?
Could you look at me just a little?
You make memories in my heart like a star
Just a little, I want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep
This is probably destiny.
It's probably love.
Could you know, this heart of mine?
Do you know at least a little?
Could you look at me just a little?
You flow in my heart quietly like a dream,
Suddenly, I want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart
Just a little,
I miss you.
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