Thursday, May 28, 2009

Forever and Always


Sec 4 seniors!


President and Vice-Ps:D

ALVIN (new President) and "the tigress"

Fag(Zi Jing) and "plus one"(Jia Yi).

Max(funny man) and Jocelyn~

Hooo. The last day for CCA. What a feeling!

"All is well that ends well" is the only sentence that I can describe my 1.5-year CCA journey. When I was a newbie in Estella Administration, the life was difficult. Language difficulty added with cultural difference topped by striving for acceptance and recognition, it was a hard journey initially to take on. All were poured upon me at the same time, when I was still a fledging and yet to harden my wings. Fortunately I have Ms Koh, a real friend beyond everything.

I could not remember all the strugglings before I became a member of EDC, nor could I remember the helpless first few months feeling like a grass in the wind without anything to cling on. When I began to have senses, I was already a part of the picture, in a place I was not familiar.

How it came to an end was all that matters. All is well that ends well. However, it will be forever a mystery to me why everything is not understood till the very end. May our graduation be the same? Or will the "end" never come? Or do I really care, that much, about what is actually fatalistic?

Until the very last day, we sat in the PizzaHut, you looked at me and I looked at you, you knew me and I knew you. But why didn't this come earlier?

It's just not the time yet...

Ok, I will wait, till I graduate, which will be in six months.

Sec4 fellow seniors, we eleven are linked together, willingly and unwillingly, knowingly and unknowingly, let's all hope each other a great venture ahead. Jocelyn, Vanessa, Zi Jing and Yoke Ting, hope to join you in the same Junior College:) Joey, may you find your passion and strive for it. I am waiting to see you shine:P

Sec1 juniors, you are the most hardworking batch of drama members. I really like you very much. Rebbeca, you sing very well. Min Han, keep striving and working hard for your goals. Carmel, you never fail to make us smile. From you guys, I see the future of Nan Hua.

Sarah, thanks for the photo and heartwarming messages. You are one of them who stand with me all along. I really appreciate it. Jocelyn and Michelle, thanks for the cute cards, too. You make very inspiring friends when I come to know it.

Oh, Sec3 juniors, thank you for the medal:) It's great to be remembered!

Sec2 juniors, haha, may you grow up soon:D

Actually, I cannot think of why you sing "Forever and Always" for us today. Anyway, I like it.

Thank you and good bye.

Sure I will miss you, against all odds:)

P.S. When I stepped out again today, you were not there anymore. Maybe we are the same, we are all the prisoners of TIME.

Forever & Always
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
We caught onto something,
I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding
cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down we almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore,
baby what happened please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door

[Chorus]And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line
did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide, like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes;
thought I knew you for a minute now I’m not so sure
So here’s to everything
coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence, that cuts me to the core
Where is this going,
thought I knew for a minute but I don’t anymore

[Chorus]And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothing at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn’t mean it baby.